i fall again back

from the "where" i never fell

from the monstrous Mother Fall

whose urge toggles my soul

switching me off and on

with an upward/downward pull

again and again

within the struggles of my heart

*Reflections of Jean Sulivan:

  -Passionate love is only a momentary eruption if it's not expressed in fidelity.  But fidelity can just as easily mean ossification as love.

  -...faith is always a beginning, a succession of beginnings.

  -Whatever shows itself in the light of day begins as a passion in the consciousness of an individual.  None of us realize our own resources.  The more we reach into the basket, the more bread there is.  We give what we don't have.

  -Leaven has to be leaven: that's the only thing that will lift up the mass.  Pressure techniques are the worst kind of betrayal.  "Go teach ye all nations" - but you have to preach inner change.