There are times when I believe strongly

 in God and the there are times when 

I doubt mightily.

There are times when I am engrossed

 in the ministry and there are times when

 I couldn't give a damn.

There are times when my love

 is for the many and there are times

 when I desire to hold only one.

There are times when Fatherhood

 for All is my ideal and there are times 

when I want to father one.

This time, this night is one of them for all,

with tears of the commitment

 and tears for what is missed.